旅館人生

旅行過後，那股流浪的因子就好像疫苗被種在體內一樣，三不五時就會忍不住爆發個幾次，奇癢無比。長時間的旅行過後，我花了很長的一段時間來沉澱自己，在過份快樂與過份現實之間，追求一個恰如其分的平衡點，從抗拒、掙扎、無奈、認命、釋懷、習慣到另一個自在，這樣的過程，曾經身為流浪者的我們，一定也心有戚戚焉。
 
秋天是一個多愁善感的季節，但這個秋天，我終於又慢慢找回那股快樂而自在的感覺，在這個擁擠又喧囂的城市裡。
 

 
    上德語課第十二週了。
 

 
 
 

(影音不同步，要等幾秒音樂才會出來，耐心點。)

悶了嗎? 聽首歌輕鬆一下，這是我在澳洲愛上的歌 [i'm yours] by jason mraz
I'm Yours
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
I love peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A la one big family (2nd time: A la happy family; 3rd time: A la peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't hesitate
No more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is yours!

雖然陳綺貞的「旅行的意義」是一首酸酸苦苦的歌，但我感受到的卻是歌詞裡的那句「蒐集地圖上的每一次風和日麗」。
旅行才剛剛開始…
(嘉義蒜頭糖廠鐵馬道)
(台南安平林默娘公園)
(北海岸石門風力發電廠)
(白沙灣麟山鼻步道)
(拉拉山恩愛農場)
很棒，對吧。

搬來內湖已經第三個月了，很喜歡這裡的生活環境，有一種台北市內找不到的悠閒與清新，也因為在山邊的關係，連空氣也感覺乾淨許多。天氣好的時候，很適合悠閒漫步，或是騎著腳踏車到處晃晃。

傍晚六點十分，辦公室不知道從哪裡飛進了一隻白色的小蝴蝶
小蝴蝶飛來飛去，這邊點點，那邊停停
忙碌的辦公室，正值顛峰的發稿時間
有些人低頭埋在筆記型電腦裡猛打字

好羨幕隔壁桌的爺爺和奶奶
晚茶裡有蜂蜜鬆餅，一壺茶配上兩個杯子
奶奶輕哼旋律，爺爺跟著用手指敲著桌面打拍子